L=Loyalty=Love=The Legend<333

I HOPE I CAN GO ON, WITH THE HELP OF MY CIRCLE OF FRIENDS.. THANKS MAN! I CAN’T PROMISE, BUT I WILL TRY.. MAKING GOOD DECISIONS AND LIVING MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST. I HOPE I WON’T BE LOST AGAIN. OR RATHER, I HOPE YOU WILL STILL BE THERE FOR ME WHEN I AM LOST AGAIN..

wow. OH- MY- GOSH! SOMEONE suddenly appeared!! yay! well, at first, we were just standing at the back, staring at ms s. then, c and xj received calls from HER. then i guessed xj replied her what situation we were in, so she came over..

the funny thing was this: i felt like going to the toilet to poo, thus i went to open the door (obviously!). at that moment, she was outside, opening the door, too!! so i was like, totally SHOCKED! then i think i said “oh my god!”. then her face looked startled. i said, “HI!!”. and she replied me!! OH BOY! i was so happy! and i am still so happy, NOW.

maybe you’ll think it’s not funny at all or whatever, but it really meant a lot to me! imagine meeting your “IDOL” (not those fame or money ones)! she’s one of my best role models!! but then, even though i will feel very happy seeing her, i’m also quite nervous.. O:

alright, my skills can be like shit, so i’ll be damn paiseh to play in front of her (the PRO).. so yeah.

but i really seriously felt that my day became bright- lit once she came in!! initially, i was still so afraid as ms s was lecturing us, and the whole music room was so cold and scary (i guess it was what made me feel like pooing, lol)

anyway, i’m just SO HAPPY today! i think i will just smile or even laugh in my sleep or dreams later!!

woodblock feels HAPPY and ALIVE again!!

oh man! it’s all GONE! the days.. fun-filled ones. so FAST. can’t believe it. oh btw, i did it! finished my homework within a week! haha. actually, most of them. and er, my printer broke down AGAIN!! how infuriating is that! well, nvm.. but can’t afford to change another printer.. at least not so fast. this current printer is only here for a few months, not even half a year!

oh boy.. i guess time really flies this year. the first half passed like a typhoon! seriously.. i haven’t even get quite a couple of things done, and it’s past. WOW! AMAZING! haha. so, from now onwards, i shall treasure every single second. actually, i’m not. haha. i’ll tell you why.

it’s simple. a little more than half an hour ago, i told my sis that i was going to pack my study table and stuff for the new term. now, it’s already 2 minutes past 4, and i’m still sitting here, in front of this computer, posting. well, you can’t really blame me, though i think that i’m at fault.. oh WAIT! i was contradicting myself, wasn’t i? hmm. alright. i believe most of the human population DO procrastinate. haha. but i think i’ve got a better control of myself now, compared to last year.

so, i shouldn’t post too long, or else it’ll get boring enough to make YOU doze off. lol. i shall go off now.. though i don’t think i will really pack my stuff.. maybe just for tmr’s lessons’.. i guess.

you guys out there should watch THE LEGEND( a korean drama), cuz it’s quite nice, though i like the song more music ROCKS!! <3

-yawns- i just realized that i haven’t been posting for about 3 weeks, oh my. that’s why there’s no new comments too.. i wonder if we can have tagboards on wordpress, can we?? anyway, i’m feeling really random now. i don’t know if i should be a good girl and hurry finish doing my ‘NICEY’ holiday homework, which can squash me to death if i pile them up.

going to the movies in about half an hour’s time, watching NARNIA: PRINCE CASPIAN tonight. my KUNGFU PANDA will only be shown in cinemas starting from 6 june.  hope that i can watch it with zhen.  well,  watched CSI last night. it was just so SUPERB like usual!! haha. though some episodes can be quite gross, all of them are SUPER EXCITING!!

hah! hmm. oh yeah, had SLC training yesterday. met a few new people, and we had lots of FUN! amanda LEE, a sec 3 currently, she’s very friendly and funny!! i think her nickname is AHMAD, interesting eh? haha. and we had lots of fun and laughter when we were acting out our skit. cabrini is damn FUNNY!! oh, and there’s the SLC the next 2 days.. looking forward to it! GAMES!! whee!

ermm.. had our very last and memorable drills session today, though it’s only 1 hour, or shorter. and tessa says she won’t be with us during POP, ohh.. (pouting face) oh wells, can still see her in school after holidays! so i shan’t be too sad. i think i’m dead meat already.. haven’t prepare POP stuff!! aiyah, i’m feeling quite lost now..

i guess i shall blog once a week, if possible, two to three times. cuz i think i should finish doing my holiday homework by next week, then i can revise and start to prepare for the NEW TERM! wait, changing sitting arrangements AGAIN!! oh man! D:

by the way, JUBILATE V was great! had fun time with friends and band! especially my section and my darlings!

P.S: thanks SOOOOOO much for all the encouragements, letters, cards, flowers, sweets and stuff!! i really appreciated them! THANK YOU!

looks like i haven’ been blogging for quite a while. anyway, i’m trying to keep a positive outlook, yet life doesn’t show me how ‘positive’ it can be, even when i kept believing that miracles do happen.

firstly, there was this cyclone in Myanmar, which their government made up of soldiers did not want to let the people from the United Nations to go in and help with the disaster reliefs. my personal comments: oh, how come they can be so stubborn at this moment? hundreds of thousands of people are waiting for food and water, and here you are, as their government, stopping their long- yearned daily necessities from getting to them? are you telling me that you are doing this for your people’s welfare? if there’s a disaster, maybe you can try rejecting the UN again, when you are one of the victims.

Next, Si Chuan’s earthquake. as we all know, this is a devastating natural disaster that continues after the Tang Shan quake years ago in history. this time round, 3 million residents in Si Chuan died, and there are still thousands buried under the rummage. it has been almost a week, yet the people in the affected areas are either dead, injured, or living in temporary camps that has poor sanitary systems. do you bear to see them like this, even on television? i can’t, and i almost cried watching the news every night, when they report about the rescue efforts in China. many people buried under the rummage had to have their limbs amputated, either in the hospital or on the spot.

there was this young boy, having to have his two arms to be amputated in order to save his life told the doctor this, “please just leave me with one of my arms! i still want to write and learn!” yet, his family members and the doctor could not go according to his wishes, as the doctor said that the boy can only live if he amputates both of his arms. with just one arm, he will still die.

other stories that pained my heart when watching the news include: 1) a mother who’s a nurse in the rescue team had to look after thousands of babies and children in a day, did not know if her son is saved, or still buried under the rummage. 2) thousands of parents crying, holding to their children’s bodies, which they can never hear their cries ever again.. 3) medics and patients buried alive when one of the hospitals collapsed in the quake.

the stories go on and on, yet, as a student, i do not have money to help them, no power to order the government. BUT i sincerely pray for them every day and night, may their souls be freed soon, freed of pains and sufferings.

don’t you think that all these disasters are just a preview of what our earth can be like if we don’t do anything to save it? the next greatest catastrophe  of the century has yet to come. when it comes, we’ll never know what will happen. so, since today’s Vesak Day, please do more good deeds and pray for our fellow humankind and all living things on earth, that we’ll all never see the destruction of our homelands.

a lesson to be learnt: do not start crying over spilled milk. you’ll never know when you can ever do the things that you can do today. start counting your blessings this second.

Due to my short-term memory, i think i forgot most of the things that happened this week, partly because time in school passed moderately fast, i guess.

spent my time at home for e-learning yesterday and today. i think it’s quite okay this time round, better than last year’s. and it’s quite a good achievement for myself, as i managed to finish all the work by this morning! cheers for me!

helped classmates and friends with some subjects, then chatted on msn, more of asking about e-learning, plus some additional stuff.. gonna try to finish maths portfolio tomorrow, i hope.

i think i’ll stop here for today, continue tomorrow or when i’m free.. i’m FLYING!! whee..

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well.. didn’t manage to go into finals for xiang sheng nationals competition, but i certainly have paid some of a price for it. failed maths and geography test. VERY NICE. so, i’ve finally shrugged it off. irritating xiang sheng competition and the non- stop trainings, meaningless. though we lost, we didn’t really lose anything. instead, we gained some learning experience, so called “exp points” in maple. haha. lol.

yet i’m still feeling quite sorry to all those who expected something of me, cuz i gotta tell you that i achieved nothing, though i really tried my best. i will not make any excuses for myself, like: the competitors were too strong cuz they’re 99.9% china scholars, or, i was too nervous. haha. it won’t be of any use, am i right? this is called “sore loser”. so i shall not be one

i can finally concentrate on saving my PPR now.. by doing superbly well for my portfolios and courseworks.
shall not list them down, no aid to lessen my workload anyways.

i broke down twice this week, and i really felt very disappointed in myself, seriously. partly because i couldn’t take the pressure anymore, i guess. so from now on, i shall manage my workload well, and still stay happy and optimistic every day, while striving my very best for whatever i do. self- encouragement.

alright, i shall end it here. i gotta go edit my persuasive speech now, and try to memorize it. but still, i do pray hard that it won’t be my turn tomorrow. i’ll put on my best however. so, look up, people, i’m coming!!

NJC is NICEEEE!!! now i’m more keen to going there, so maybe i’ll really work very hard for it! i’m happy!! whee..

oh my oh my.. i just realized ms sia has a good sense of.. humor? now i’ve got another nickname: WOODBLOCK all’s well ends well. thursday’s band prac was a test of physical strength again: carrying up instruments to dance studio.

it’s also then that i realized that it’s been a while since we last carried instruments up to dance studio or MPR1. and i haven’t recovered from my muscle aches and ‘injuries’ that i got from wednesday’s p.e lesson. poof. yet, we still managed to carry them up, 5 people including me

so yeah, then we started with warm- ups nonetheless. i played bass drum, got shouted at as usual, used to it. a funny fact: since last year, be it anyone among the three of us, whoever plays the bass drum will get scolded or at least, shouted at. being shouted only once is considered damn lucky. bless me.

anyway, singapore rhapsody was fine, i guess, except for my poofy and damn soft- sounded crash D: (I MUST PERFORM UP TO EXPECTATIONS!!!) but when it came to rhapsody for hanukkah, my woodblock part erred again. not the timing or whatever playing skills this time, but my expression when i play it.

i hereby clear my own name: i was just too afraid to be called to get out or whatsoever, so i had this stressed and damn serious look on my face. i suppose i didn’t play wrongly, but i still got called. in the end, she imitated my expression and my playing, and asked the whole band to stop playing and just look at how i play. i was stunned and dumbfounded. a while later, i finally understood, then tried to ‘enjoy’ the music while laughing and being laughed at throughout the whole practice. lol.

so now i can conclude, it was a fun band prac, cuz i laughed A LOT!! even after ms sia left.. haha. FUN+FUN +FUN+LAUGHTER+LAUGHTER+LAUGHTER= REAL MEANINGFUL BAND PRAC!! <33333

have fun laughing at me, i don’t mind. laugh all you want!!

signing off,

woodblock-muackz-

alright!! firstly, let me list down the big big things that i have to complete:

1. children of the earth contest- 15 april
2. xiang sheng semi- finals- 18 april
3. jubilate- 30 & 31 may
4. qing chun xiao shuo competition- 30 june

ok, i think that’s all, and i hope that’s all. no more pls!! i’m dying!! i’m just a human, a mere sec 2 girl.. pls let me off!!

anyway, i envy alanie they all!! they could go to SAFRA to celebrate wei en’s birthday!! sooo cool! and they went to northpoint too!! oh my! i wanna go those places! cuz of someone..

let me get it straight to the point: i wanna do well in my studies, as well as cca(seriously!!) jubilate’s coming soon!! real soon!! like, oh my! sighs. my crash must be LOUDER and LOUDER!! but it’s still poppy and poofy.. and my woodblock part too.. gotta look at ms sia’s conducting, and come in at the right time, must be IN TIME!! if not i’ll let christine down.. as for crash, i’ll let xingjun down.. NO NO!! i cannot and i must not! so i gotta improve to meet their expectations!

well, i hope neither has given up on me.. D: cuz i hope what i heard isn’t meant for me, on thursday. i won’t be sad b’cuz of ms sia’s scoldings, but i will be traumatized if i let any seniors down..

oh yeah, CIP was damn fun!! i promised i will go there again this year, and i definitely will!! i think i’d go with either tong tong they all, or alanie they all.. or both!? haha. then we’ll have fun there with our new frens there!! i hope they’ll think it this way too..

as in, they are innocent and pure-minded.. they are the world’s most innocent homo sapiens left!! at least they’re better than those people who have motives getting near you right? lol. i hope there are none, but in fact, they really exist. cuz this pathetic world is in this pathetic state.. sighs.

i really luv luv luv sec2Loyalty’08!! <3

Daniel Powter - Bad Day lyrics

(Verse 1)
Where is the moment we needed the most?
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion’s gone away
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

(Verse 2)
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You’re faking a smile with the coffee to-go
You tell me your life’s been way off line
You’re falling to pieces every time
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

(Chorus)
Because you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

(Verse 3)
Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

(Chorus)
You had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I’m not wrong

(Yeah…)

So where is the passion when you need it the most?

Oh you and I

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

(Chorus)
Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You’ve seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

and “think of me” from the phantom of the opera too